Thursday, September 25, 2008

I miss my husband!

So this week has been HARD. Probably not the best time for me to be blogging. I have a very bad attitude and should really be in time-out right now. But since no one's in charge of me...I'm not. I'll just vent for you instead (come back for tomorrow's post if you're not in the mood for a grown-up tantrum)...


Friday
:
I don't hear from Justin at all...which is unusual.

Saturday:
I get an email telling me the internet is down, and he's going off base for 3-4 days..."don't worry".
Whatever!
Abbie was late for her soccer game because there was thunder & lightening just 15 min. before it started. Silly me assumed they would cancel, but apparently not. She missed the 1st quarter, but probably played the best she ever has for the remainder of the game. She had some serious hustle, and got pretty close to scoring--twice!
She was pretty excited.


Ellie's game was good. She also almost scored. She's always a good hustler, and is really fun to watch. Anytime she hears you cheering for her, she stops what she's doing and looks up to wave. Not so good for the game, but definitely cute. She cracks me up!


After the games we went straight to Justin's parents' house. Grandma took the girls to Build-a-Bear for their
Christmas presents. That was fun. Then we had a yummy dinner & family home evening w/all our local family. It went a little late, so we didn't get home until after 9pm, and then I still had to bathe the kids for church. They don't seem to understand the meaning of the word "hurry". Does anyone else have this problem?
It was a late night.

Sunday:
We did make it to church...late, as always. But hey, better late than never, right? Ammon went right into nursery (his first week) with no problem, and so did Eden (which was surprising). We came home, had lunch, picked up a little, then went to my sister Ruth's for dinner. She has such a great family. The kids had a great time, and Corinn even made sugar cookies with them...
which they LOVED.

Monday:
I felt really awful. There is seriously something wrong with me. My body is falling apart. I'm glad my mom was here to help. (Thanks, Mom!) She took the girls to dance. Eden and I made a chocolate pudding pie while Abbie & Ellie were gone. It was so fun--for me! She is such a cute girl. It cracks me up when these big words come out of her little mouth.

Tuesday:
Well, by
10:30am I was ready for the day to be done! Abbie had the other side of her mouth worked on. Back up...a few weeks ago, she had an abscess tooth pulled...following a very traumatic toothache & an even more traumatic experience trying to get it pulled.


All I can say is that sedation is a miracle from heaven. Anyhow, it was suppose to just be sealants and 2 fillings, but ended up being 2 root canals & 2 crowns. It really was awful. Then, to top it all off, she had an accident in the recovery room...remember--sedated (she'll love me for including that bit of information).


We made my mom late for work, and Ellie late for school.
We had chocolate pie for lunch--
not with lunch--for lunch.
Now tues. is usually a bath night, but I thought we needed some fun more than we needed to be clean, so we spent the evening making princess crowns.
Aren't I a great, cool, fun mom?!


Wednesday:
I learned the hard way that being a great, cool, fun mom can come back to bite you in the booty! We were up late tues. night, and I fell asleep without setting the alarm. We woke up 30 min. late, and Abbie casually informs me that it's picture day. "What?! Are you sure?" She was sure. I stood there trying to blink the morning blurriness away, as I'm thinking 'they're not that dirty, I can make this work'...until I notice food from last night's dinner stuck in Ellie's hair.
I throw them in the tub, and proceed to turn into some scary mommy sergeant type. (Once again, they do not understand the meaning of the word "hurry".) By the time we get to school, we are all in tears. The girls are crying, "we miss daddy...why can't daddy be here?" Which really meant 'we wish dad was here, cuz you're a mean mom'. On the way home, I notice (through my tears) the bright orange there-is-no-gas-left-in-your-car light...for the 3rd time. "Hmmm...I wonder how long that's been on." I stop at my sister's to borrow her credit card to buy some gas (thanks Marie).
That night, I'm still in my pajamas, so I watch Abbie's soccer practice from the car and pray no one comes over to talk to me. No one did. No one ever talks to me.

Thursday:
Well, that's today. Justin called early this morning to tell me he's back on base & the internet is still not working. They have 2 phones for all these guys. 2 phones! Do they not realize that being able to communicate with family is the only thing that keeps these poor guys going?! He'll be there for about a week (during which, I'm sure the internet will not be working), then he'll be traveling the week after that. That means 3 weeks without seeing his face! The kids think he's disappeared. I didn't realize what a difference it makes to be able to see him...even if it's just a few minutes a day. We all seem to have melted down this week without him.

I'm tired.
I miss my husband.

Okay, okay...I just had to get that all out. I don't want to get a slew of phone calls because you all think I'm in the depths of despair. I'm fine...or I will be tomorrow.
All together...


"The sun will come out tomorrow. Bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow...there'll be sun."
(Of course there will be, because it's freakin' 85 degrees all week--at the END OF SEPTEMBER. Where, oh where, is my favorite Fall season?)

That's all. I'm done complaining. And just to prove it, I'll end on a very happy note...


I saw this idea in Family Fun for bite-size carmel apples, and I have this killer carmel apple recipe (stop drooling, Erin), so I thought I'd give it a try.
YUMMO!


good things...

1. see above picture
2. Fall is just around the corner...I think
3. taking a step back--life always looks better that way

22 comments:

Unknown said...

Oh, Sue! I love you, and if there's anyone who can do what you're doing, it's you! You amaze me at what a wonderful mom you are--despite how you may feel at times!

As Dory would say: "Just keep swimming; just keep swimming; just keep swimming, swimming, swimming. What do we do? We swim, swim!!" If you swim, you won't drown!

Holly said...

I agree with Lisa, you can do it! I love your sense of humor about it, maybe not when your in the middle of it, but taking a step back does always make it look better...so does a good night sleep!
I wish I knew if you lived by me...I would come steal your girls for an afternoon to come play with mine!

Hendry Happenings said...

How do you do it? You always make my life seem like a bed of roses. Travis is on call and you are my pre-planned "fun" for the evening. So, even if you don't want a slew of calls, you are getting one from me!

Anonymous said...

Been there donr that wore the t-shirt , read the book. Routine, routine,
My admiration award goes to Abbie, WHY are they putting her through that much TRAUMA when she is only 7yrs old and still has baby teeth, no way would that happen here, at worst they would have knocked her out and taken out the ones that were going to give her problems, but then we dont pay for dental treatment on kids.
Bummer re Justin glad he's ok was getting worried TTFN Janice x

Candy McCall said...

First off, do you realize how darling your kids are? Beautiful!
Of course you know that.
You are a wonderful, caring, giving person. This too will pass.
You will be stronger because of it.

Peace does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise trouble, or hard work
It means to be in the midst of these, and be calm in your in your heart!

You have always been such an inspiration to all who know you.
Because even though, you may be grumpy, tired, exhausted and dragging through the mud...you know that the sun WILL shine tomorrow!

Holly said...

Email Take Two: Maybe it will work this time :)

Layneandholly@yahoo.com

Unknown said...

Hope this week goes better. When can we come and see you?

Becky Lewis said...

Sue,
Thank goodness for sisters that have a credit card. Ask her if it's good for Aunt's too.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO bigs ones when you are in need
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxox little ones to keep you going.
Becky & Der

mom said...

Hang in there, and Go buy some pumpkin and pretend it is fall.

This will make you happy...Emma was baptized tonight. I will keep you posted on the sisters.

Leslie said...

Sue-
You are so strong. I seriously don't know if I could be in your spot and keep it together. You have adorable children! Keep it up!
Leslie

oh, let me know about the card exchange.

Beth said...

Hang in there, little sister; the sun always DOES come up tomorrow and you're learning and growing in ways that you won't even realize for years. Heavenly Father will use what you're learning to bless your life and the lives of others and you will be so grateful to Him for that. He loves you and so do I!
Love always, Beth

Justin said...

Hey could you send some of those caramel apples over here. It would be worth breaking my fitness program for a few of those.

Sariah Hartley said...

It's O/K. I'll talk to you. Love Ya!

Hanna said...

Did the sun come up for you? I hope so...you deserve the sun if anyone does! :) Your kids are so cute and getting so big! Don't worry, they won't remember any of this the same way you do, it'll just be good memories. Take care of yourself!

Rachelle said...

I love you Sue. Your new back drop is cute and fallish. That is how I've been feeling this week too. We moved competely out of our house and into our rental, so let's just say the first morning we got up to get the kids off to school I couldn't find anything so they went to school with no breakfast, hair not done, no homework to turn in, and had to buy lunch.

6Whittiers said...

Sue you are great!! I just love you. So I think you should come up to where it is really fall....Colorado and bring the kiddos and we will hang out!! Just know you are always welcome if you need a change of pace.

Kristen said...

Sue, I hope you are having a better week. Hang in there! I love reading your blog and I really admire your strength.

No, my sister-in-law's name is Jessica. Nice try. :)

And I'm laughing the my blog is under "bloggers I've never met, yet stalkishly follow their story". Ha! I didn't notice that before. We really should meet sometime. I missed the zoo excursion Haylie invited me to because I was "hanging out" by my toilet. We'll have to plan another one!

Anonymous said...

Wow, I'm glad you survived that week. You need to call us when you need help. We love you and your family.
Love, Mom

Dawn said...

Wow Sue - what a week! You survived! You are amazing! I also am longing for FALL in a very serious way. By the middle/end of September, I am tired of the 98 degree weather and ready for the nice crisp 85 degrees we get in October. Bring on the cool weather!

Jason DeMarco said...

Sue you always make me cry!!!! I love how honsets you are. You have no idea what an inspiration you are. You really do help build testimonies. I am not sure how you do it. I cry after a week like that even when Jason is around!!!! Come to vegas when the kids do not have school. We will watch them and you go for some serious spa treatments and RR. WE need some girls around anyway. I am sure Hyrum and Ammon could find loads to get into.:)

Brynn said...

Well Sue, I'm glad your downs give me something to crack up about!

Karen said...

Oh, my goodness! First of all, you really shouldn't entitle your blog "I Miss My Husband" and second of all, I really shouldn't read it right before I'm supposed to go to Mutual. Tears. I really hope that you're doing better. I'm SO SORRY that I haven't been a better friend. If it's any consolation, I pray for you, Justin and your cute little children every night. I'm sorry that I don't do more. I cannot even begin to imagine how incredibly difficult things are. But, I was noticing that he's been gone for 133 days! To you, I know that it has probably felt like an eternity, but to me, I feel like I was just standing on your front porch here in Fallon and saying goodbye. I definitely want to see you guys when I'm there in couple of weeks. We'll do something fun, or we'll eat ice cream, or we'll cry or we'll just chat. Whatever, you name it! :) Love ya!! Karen Slovensky